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	      <title><![CDATA[Blender of Emotions]]></title>
	      <link>http://laurenfrogger.buzznet.com/user/journal/2932481/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Omj the happiest things and the saddest things have to hit me all at once. We got amazing new that we got the house we wanted today..it was soo great and I am amazingly happy, but then it just sorta dawned on me all the sudden of my grandpas, and a lot of memories of them found there way into me…we finally sold me grandpas house, but it just hit me that I will never see that house again, never have my grandpa call me again or hear his voice on the other line, never fight for the remote..or anything ever again. idk y it had to be today, a happy day, but it was and that part really sucked. and then my other grandpas memorial service is coming up and that hit me also..we have to go through pictures soon then the dreaded day of spreading the ashes…idk how I am going to make it..i have no idea…]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>laurenfrogger</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-08-28T18:47:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Peace]]></title>
	      <link>http://laurenfrogger.buzznet.com/user/journal/2773861/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Today was fun. haha I got to see some of my relatives from Arizona I haven’t seen since I was 5 years old and didn’t really remember all to well. They were really fun and nice people and it was soo interesting to hear elderly peoples views on the world, politics, religion etc.. I just got to be quiet and listen with the occasionally question or 2 towards me, but mainly about their lives, which was a nice change for me. Their memories of the past were so sharp and they could describe them so well, it was amazing. I was going up north tomorrow and I am really excited, even though it is for a memorial service for my cousin…I love it up there so much. Up north is definitely my happy place/ place to relax. Going to see some family I don’t normally see, sad to say unless someone dies. But I get to stop off at my cabin and get to maybe go to traverse city, which I one of the best towns. This is gonna hopefully be good, cuz summer is slipping by soo quick, lol. I need this little bit of a vacation for my sanity and just to have some fun.
~Lauren]]></description>
		  		  	<category>fun</category>
		  		  	<category>summer</category>
		  		  	<category>up north</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>laurenfrogger</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-30T21:45:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Blah!]]></title>
	      <link>http://laurenfrogger.buzznet.com/user/journal/2710771/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[omj lately for the last couple of days i have been feeling like total crap. i have had a headache and am just not acting myself. i try to have fun and act normal, but idk whats going on. lol everything going on around me and my family is prob. not helping, but idk. i feel blah and like i am just wasting time. idk sometimes i feel like i am "just there", and i feel used. blah..idk i need a vacation and some motrine. my head is killing me the worst today, i think it is because of all the major changes in my life, and if u dont know me..well i dont handle change well at all! I feel restricted and contained..helpless if u will. blah i need out of this house and out of this state for a while!]]></description>
		  		  	<category>pain</category>
		  		  	<category>peace</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>laurenfrogger</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-19T22:39:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Chaos.]]></title>
	      <link>http://laurenfrogger.buzznet.com/user/journal/2180991/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[The chaos that has controlled my life is starting to fade. I don’t feel like I am the same person I was last year, or even 3 weeks ago for that matter. I have felt happy and alive, and actually feel like I am starting to live. With the pain, comes more feeling for me, I no longer think of it in a negative way, but that they happier now and are always around when I need them. I want to live my life to the fullest, which I haven’t been doing. I want to dance in the middle of a crowded mall with friends, just go crazy! If u want to join me, I don’t care who you are, I would enjoy the company☺ The end of the school year is coming near, and I am starting to dread it. I don’t mind the school part going away, but the ability to spend time with some of my friends. Summer breaks things apart, or makes things stronger; I hope it is stronger this year.
<3 LLEE]]></description>
		  		  	<category>chaos</category>
		  		  	<category>llee</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>laurenfrogger</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-04-12T20:24:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Run.]]></title>
	      <link>http://laurenfrogger.buzznet.com/user/journal/1948371/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[lately i have been pretty down. i have had this feeling inside of that is so unexplainable that it is driving me insane. i am starting to remember thing that have some how escaped me and have only helped with the pain. i have felt distant from everyone, and have really kept this all in. i put on a smile and think of things to say, when actually i usually did that without thinking. i hate how the events the last couple of years are now all replaying in my head over and over again. i feel like i am stuck in a nightmare that i can't get out of. i love spending time with my friends and family but feel so un up to saying anything or being myself. i want to run as fast as i can to a place i have never been(even though i probably would not make it around the block) and just sit and cry with no one around to judge me. i want to change and go back to being young and having no problem but learning how to spell my name and staying up till it was time for nap. when the hardest choice was what i want for a snack and when u met someone and u were best friends 10 secs. later and forever. y can't this life have a a rewind and pause button..an edit and undo.
where did this come from and y and am i feeling this now?
i am sorry to my friends for holding this from u, but i can't easily express myself like that...but right now i really want a hug from my friends and never let go..i just wanna cry till everything is better.
~LLEE]]></description>
		  		  	<category>llee</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>laurenfrogger</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-06T17:23:00Z</dc:date>
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